Well, first off I'm going to tell you something. Something that has been disturbing me for quite a while, and has been so frustrating for me.
This post is also long, I should warn you about it.
Today, or more like tonight. I'm going to write about the head admin of the facebook fanpage Mad Marble Hell Vision (Known as MMHV), Katta Aneko also known as Masako Aneko.
As some people knew, I used to be an admin for the member's page for that page. I was admin ~ [Nashi] for the member's pages Ruki~MMHV & Kai~MMHV.
Or you haven't known that I was, or that I had been kicked out of it.
The reason why I am going to bring her up, is because of her attitude against us former admins. How bad she treated us, and how she's making up all these lies and bullshit about us.
It all started on this not so lovely day, 9th March. When one former admin suddenly got removed as an admin, WITHOUT any information about it. She wrote about it, and I decided to say my opinion about it and on Katta.
This is the conversation we had.
You see, we talked about her attitude. And how wrong it was of her to do so, not to mention this isn't the first time she have done something like this.
You know, there use to be an admin by the name Mikki, who got in a fight with Katta. Which eventually turn to getting this person against her, that was really racist. And it was all because of Katta, not shutting her mouth about it.
Anyway, during that time, I was still an admin on Ruki~MMHV. But the day after, I decided to post something on the page. Because I saw a chance of posting something good on it, but then saw that I wasn't working on the page any more. I had been removed.
So, I was all confused and wrote about it on my Facebook. Because, I knew that something was going on. I only didn't know about it, because I was confused.
Not to long after, I saw this post.
My reaction to this post was downright furious. Because I now knew that I had been claimed for talking "smack" behind someone's back. Which wasn't true, because I just show you the proof. And this "You didn't do your job on the page", which was also a lie. Because I was basically the only one posting about Ruki's tweet translations.
So, Mikki saw what was going on and she asked one of the admins on the page what had happened. Like why was I and Imogen removed from the pages? This admin had asked her about it, and what Katta wrote back to her was so shocking for me. And it was then when I have had enough of her bullshitting.
This is the picture of it:
Okay, as you see. She first wrote "that it was some Facebook error", then an hour later she wrote that she didn't delete all, and saw some talking smack about her. Oh okay, so now you're lying to then come up with this excuse. Not to mention, you changed your story about removing admins from the page.
To be honest, I was disgusted when I saw this. How she came up with this lie.
Wanna know something funny now? You know this girl Satsuki Kuro Tsuki, who was defending Katta. Well, look what I got to know hours after that post and the message she had written to the admin.
Oh, so it was you Katta. You were trying to spy on me with this account now? You wanted to know what I was going to write about you know, because you knew that I was angry about this.
Well, the funny thing is. She thought that I then didn't knew it was her third account on Facebook, and that it was just some random admin on MMHV.
Not to mention, you saw the first picture I posted? How she "defended" Katta, well great. You've just defended YOURSELF, with trying to play as just some random person.
Anyway, so. As you see, Katta was making all this bullshit just to defend herself. But for what? Just for me and Imogen writing our thoughts about her, and her acts? Not to mention, she's 30 years old, at least what I have heard.
So, after this. I tried to just avoid her, because I was tired of this shit.
But then, I started to think of what she had done to me, while I was working on the pages.
Well, as you see. I was treated so wrong, during the time working on the pages.
I was ignored, no one was talking with me, except for 1-2. The rest froze me out, and didn't discuss with me.
There was a group for all the admins, so we could discuss. Well, that didn't go well. Because everyone shut up as soon as I started to comment on their posts there. No one was commenting when I stated something important for me to know, NO ONE TALKED WITH ME.
It didn't even took so long for me to realize that, someone on the page didn't like me either. Because I had noticed that some removed my posts on the page, OR edited on the posts I've made.
For example a twitter picture that Ruki posted, and I posted it on the page WITH translations, my tag AND credit. What happened some minutes after? Someone REMOVED my tag & credit for the translator.
This ladies and gentlemen, wasn't the first time this have happened to me. Not to mention, it was only on MY posts this happened. Now I might know you wonder, why didn't I talk about this with them?
Well, maybe it was because no one wanted to talk with me. And I knew that if someone made one little mistake, you were gone from the page.
This was also one reason why I also went on hiatus from the internet for 2 weeks. Because I felt depressed, and ignored. I was treated wrong, and I didn't know what to do.
Oh, I also should mention what Katta also thinks about some fans to the GazettE. I've seen her writing how immature fans are, how she asks why she is hated by some. And how every fans on the MMHV pages are hypocrites. This is was I have seen her writing on the group, which upset me. But I couldn't do anything about it.
So, 2 days went. And I saw her suddenly write this.
Oh, you surely haven't left this behind you, right? Now she calls us stupid and immature, for disliking her 'til guts for clear reasons? Wow, must I remind you that you're around 30 years old and I'm at least 10 years younger than you. Also trying to forget this little thing, because it's just a stupid thing to fight for.
Well, she isn't mature, that's what I have to say.
Not to mention, she also tried to avoid problems she caused too. Because I knew some tried to contact her, but she never answered back. Far before this little thing happened, so.. she wrote this, the day everything started.
Katta, we aren't afraid to confront you. We just don't want to handle your immaturity, and listen to your lies about us. Not to mention, some did confront her. Did she write back? No, she didn't.
Anyway, weeks went. And I had finally forgot about Katta, and her lies about me.
Until she suddenly wrote this to me and Imogen, YESTERDAY.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU WOMAN?!
First of, since when did we wish her ill and her to kill herself?
Secondly, why are you keep on trying to fight with us, with thinking that we don't know who you are?
Third. Really? Is this thing so serious that someone would commit suicide for? What was the stress, and drama for? There hadn't been drama since that day you called us immature and stupid.
Also, suicide is nothing to lie OR joke about. This make me feel ill, and disgusted by her. Do NOT lie about suicide, 'nor try to get people feel guilty over some bullshit YOU started. You are the one who should feel guilty, for making people feel shit and treated them wrong.
You should be ashamed of yourself, and not have the pride to call yourself an adult.
So, the people who have managed to read through this long post.
THIS is the truth about the head admin of Mad Marble Hell Vision. This is what she have done for us who have worked on the pages for her.
This is the woman who claims to be a person who doesn't know why people dislike her, and licks known Sixth Guns asses for being liked. With hiding her real personality. (I know this, because I have contact with one known Sixth Gun. But I'll keep her off
from this post because she don't want to be involved with this)
That is all for me this evening. I hope you all have learn how this woman is, and that you realize what kind of page we're dealing with.
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Saturday, March 23, 2013
Friday, May 18, 2012
Sick, and mixed feelings
Well, I'm still sick. I have this horrible coughs that won't go away. So I find it hard to focus on things sometimes.
Anyway, yesterday I was with Michi and Miu (Sarah), we went to Miu's place and ate BBQ, watched Watchmen, jumped on their trampoline, took a walk and made some chocolate balls (? xD). We had a really fun time, and planned a bit for what to do in summer.
And I decided to wear my new blue eye contacts, just to see if they were comfortable, which they were.
Here's a picture of Miu, me and Michi! (and when I'm wearing my blue eye contacts) :3
Anyway, I'm feeling glad because I got to spend some time with them. And that I'm going to watch Dark Shadows tomorrow with some friends too.
But at the same time, I feel a bit angst. I can't help but to feel.. lonely. Not in the way when you feel you have no one there. Because I know I have friends caring about me and so. But I feel lonely in the way when you have a relationship with no one. And to then realize you have feelings towards a person you know you won't have a chance with makes it all worse. Well, that person made me feel good, and is nice and so. But I know there's no chance at all to go for it. Because there's the problem with the distance between us, living in 2 completely different countries. To then feel like you're also too ugly enough for that person, since that person is really beautiful. I feel like I just want to scream and then break down completely, for not being good enough. Not to mention that we haven't met at all in real life.
I have been okay with being single, and to want to stay like this. But, this person really made me feel good, even if I think that sometimes it's just because we joke around a bit.
It's hard to think straight when you just realize this, so.. yeah, I'm not feeling good at the moment.
And I should probably stop, because I don't want people to listen to my problems so much.
Sorry! ♥
Anyway, yesterday I was with Michi and Miu (Sarah), we went to Miu's place and ate BBQ, watched Watchmen, jumped on their trampoline, took a walk and made some chocolate balls (? xD). We had a really fun time, and planned a bit for what to do in summer.
And I decided to wear my new blue eye contacts, just to see if they were comfortable, which they were.
Here's a picture of Miu, me and Michi! (and when I'm wearing my blue eye contacts) :3
Anyway, I'm feeling glad because I got to spend some time with them. And that I'm going to watch Dark Shadows tomorrow with some friends too.
But at the same time, I feel a bit angst. I can't help but to feel.. lonely. Not in the way when you feel you have no one there. Because I know I have friends caring about me and so. But I feel lonely in the way when you have a relationship with no one. And to then realize you have feelings towards a person you know you won't have a chance with makes it all worse. Well, that person made me feel good, and is nice and so. But I know there's no chance at all to go for it. Because there's the problem with the distance between us, living in 2 completely different countries. To then feel like you're also too ugly enough for that person, since that person is really beautiful. I feel like I just want to scream and then break down completely, for not being good enough. Not to mention that we haven't met at all in real life.
I have been okay with being single, and to want to stay like this. But, this person really made me feel good, even if I think that sometimes it's just because we joke around a bit.
It's hard to think straight when you just realize this, so.. yeah, I'm not feeling good at the moment.
And I should probably stop, because I don't want people to listen to my problems so much.
Sorry! ♥
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Please..
(Writing in Swedish)
fröken trött:Snälla. Väx upp människa. Om du nu vet vad WT betyder, så skulle du nog inte kalla mig för en "tvättäkta WT". En sådan kallas White Trash är ljushyade personer med låg social status.
Jag är INTE ljushyad. Har du någonsin hört ordet av latinamerikan? Vi är inte ljushyade, och min familj har inte en låg social status. Vi har inte en jobbig ekonomi, och du borde nog inte heller ha vetat det eftersom du inte känner mig. Jag har inte en låg utbildning, jag går på gymnasium. Ska också vidare utbildas utomlands. Jag har inte heller ointresse för kultur ELLER samhälles-frågor. Jag har inte heller några barn och inte heller en dålig hygien så vitt jag vet. Jag är inte (har aldrig varit) rasistisk av mig, och jag röker inte ELLER har alkohol-problem. OCH! Jag bor inte i en husvagn, har inte utslitna kläder och använder inte crocs. Och framför allt.. jag har inte sönderblekt hår.
Så.. snälla. Tänk efter innan du säger något, som du antagligen inte har någon aning om.
Du vacker? Sen när har en människa med sådan personlighet och inskränkt syn på folk varit vacker? Du är nog inte vacker som går runt och skryter om hur bra utseende du har. FY!
fröken trött:Snälla. Väx upp människa. Om du nu vet vad WT betyder, så skulle du nog inte kalla mig för en "tvättäkta WT". En sådan kallas White Trash är ljushyade personer med låg social status.
Jag är INTE ljushyad. Har du någonsin hört ordet av latinamerikan? Vi är inte ljushyade, och min familj har inte en låg social status. Vi har inte en jobbig ekonomi, och du borde nog inte heller ha vetat det eftersom du inte känner mig. Jag har inte en låg utbildning, jag går på gymnasium. Ska också vidare utbildas utomlands. Jag har inte heller ointresse för kultur ELLER samhälles-frågor. Jag har inte heller några barn och inte heller en dålig hygien så vitt jag vet. Jag är inte (har aldrig varit) rasistisk av mig, och jag röker inte ELLER har alkohol-problem. OCH! Jag bor inte i en husvagn, har inte utslitna kläder och använder inte crocs. Och framför allt.. jag har inte sönderblekt hår.
Så.. snälla. Tänk efter innan du säger något, som du antagligen inte har någon aning om.
Du vacker? Sen när har en människa med sådan personlighet och inskränkt syn på folk varit vacker? Du är nog inte vacker som går runt och skryter om hur bra utseende du har. FY!
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Argh!
Helluws! :3
@Ai shiteru : LOL, yeah! That would be awesome!
Well, actually this post would have contain 2 special subjects.
But I have to put that aside from now.
BAD NEWS!
My Mac-charger died. But my sister let me borrow her charger, when she isn't using it. But still... I want my own charger! T^T
So yeah, I guess I'm not going to use my computer that much this summer... if my dad doesn't buy me a knew one. We'll see about that...
Other things I'd like to get out from my thought, and ask you who reads my blog or this entry.
Do you think j-rockers use facebook?
That's been in my mind everytime. I'm very pessimistic about this. Since in my thought they don't have it, and if they had... it sure would be private.
I have a foreign friend. Who have been seriously... TROLLED many times, by fake accounts/rp's. By people who claim they're j-rockers. And now.. she says that THE Kazuki from Screw has a relationship with her.
I'm REALLY pessimistic about that...
Well.. that's all I have in mind..
// Bye Bye Nashimoto! ^-^ <3
@Ai shiteru : LOL, yeah! That would be awesome!
Well, actually this post would have contain 2 special subjects.
But I have to put that aside from now.
BAD NEWS!
My Mac-charger died. But my sister let me borrow her charger, when she isn't using it. But still... I want my own charger! T^T
So yeah, I guess I'm not going to use my computer that much this summer... if my dad doesn't buy me a knew one. We'll see about that...
Other things I'd like to get out from my thought, and ask you who reads my blog or this entry.
That's been in my mind everytime. I'm very pessimistic about this. Since in my thought they don't have it, and if they had... it sure would be private.
I have a foreign friend. Who have been seriously... TROLLED many times, by fake accounts/rp's. By people who claim they're j-rockers. And now.. she says that THE Kazuki from Screw has a relationship with her.
I'm REALLY pessimistic about that...
Well.. that's all I have in mind..
// Bye Bye Nashimoto! ^-^ <3
Monday, May 16, 2011
Things I hate...
Hello!
Well, like the title says. I'm going to write about 2 things I hate... about people.
First thing I just have to say that I hate is...
People that cut themselves and then post up a picture of it on internet. Seriously? What's the point of showing people of something you just done, and of which you aren't satisfied with? If you think you'll get attention of it. Well, hooray for you. You just got, but don't expect that you'll get positive or cheering reaction about what you've done. No, you'll get the opposite reaction. People will only think bad of yourself. Thinking that you're idiotic with doing so.
Well, I have to agree that it's idiotic of posting a picture of it. Why let the whole world know what you've just done? Isn't it suppose to just let yourself know what you've done?
To post a picture of it, only makes you think that you're just doing it 'cause of attention or thinking that you're cool for doing it. I just have to tell you this... STOP IT RIGHT NOW! It isn't good to even cut yourself, it leaves marks/scars. It's not good for your body.
I says so, because I have done it. Not because of lack of attention. Because I was depressed, and felt horrible, wanting to die because of things that had happened in my life. I regretted that I've done it. I felt ashamed of myself for hurting myself. I did what it took for me to hide the scars. What did I do to stop it? I searched help! I went to a psycologist, to let my anger and sorrow out. I was getting tired of hurting myself, I had enough of it.
And guess what? I still have marks on my arms because of what I did. Marks that won't let go.
So yes, I'm mad at people that shows their scars on their arms, of how reckless they've been.
Sure, cut yourself how much you want. But don't say "Look how bad I've been! I cutted myself..", or shit like that.
Second thing I hate is... selfish people.
I know many poeple that are selfish, only talking about themselves. I'm tired of it!
I don't want to hear about your stupid life anymore! Sure, you can talk about things that had happened to you. But don't talk too much! It's seriously annoying when people says things like "My mom/dad got me this because I nagged about it, until I got it." or "I'm going to get this, because I forced my mom/dad to do it. Or else...*blabla*", and then say "I HATE my mom/dad. She/He buys nothing to me!" or "I hate them because I didn't get this..". It's selfish, and if you haven't noticed it.. you're a brat!
I have been with people that ONLY talk about stuff they get, even people that buy things that I want... just to make me jealous.
I've been with people that don't even want to hear what I got to say, not letting me say a thing about what have happened in my life. For example one moment. I was really sad, and wanted to talk with a friend about what I was sad about. Guess what she did? She started to talk about her life, what she got and what she had done... not letting me say what I wanted to get out from me.
I'm sick of it now... I don't want to hear about your life anymore, and I'm not alone with that.
Find someone else who cares about your life. I'm done with it...
I can find someone who wants to share BOTH of our lives, not only hers...
Well, that's what I wanted to get out... since I've been caring it in myself... getting angry about it.
// Bye Bye Nashimoto! ^-^ <3
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