Hectic week

Hello.

I have finally updated the days I've been missing.

Well, the reason why I have forgot to update my blog. Is because I have been doing so much this week.
Been working my ass off in school, cutting a silhouette of New York on 8 meters long fabric.
Working on a top for a person I'm going to give, as a gift for being inspiring and so (guess who? xD).

Here's the top (the print is handmade)

But, I'm quite satisfied. I mean.. I got an A on my Japanese vocally test which is a presentation of myself.

And I have been having a photoshoot, with Linda as my model. Got really awesome pictures of her.

Last weekend, I was out with Linda too. And walked out, taking pictures and so.
Here's a picture of me from that day.

And that's kind of all! :3

Day 16 - This is what I do on weekends

Sorry for not updating, but I promise, I'll update every day I missed now! ♥

So.. what I do on weekends?

I actually do nothing, really. It can start with waking up early.. too early.
The first thing I can do is to sit next to the computer, listening to music and checking up my facebook, twitter, tumblr and dA.

Later on, I'll eat breakfast with my mom and her boyfriend if they are home.

Then I maybe go out with friends, or go downtown. If not, then I'll continue sit next to the computer.

And it can go on like that, until it's really late...

And that's kind of what I do on weekends.

Day 15 - A person/celebrity you wish you would meet

A person/celebrity you wish you would meet
Sorry for not updating, but I promise, I'll update every day I missed now! ♥

I will choose 2 persons (both person and celebrity)

A person I really want to meet in real life, has to be the cosplayer Momo.

 (Well, credit for Momo, I took the pictures from her dA-account kawaiimomochan2006.deviantart.com)

Why I would want to meet her? It's not because she's an awesome Ruki-cosplayer. But because she's really a sweetheart. She's a really kind and nice person. Yes, I have been writing to her through her facebook and so. And not to mention that we have some things in common. So yeah, that's why I would want to meet her.

A celebrity I would want to meet.. well, duh... Ruki!

Do I even have to say more? I worship him, and praise him, for his art!
Enough said..

Day 14 - Your biggest dream

Your biggest dream

Sorry for not updating, but I promise, I'll update every day I missed now! ♥

My biggest dream. Has to be travelling to Japan someday, or even live there.

And what I also have said to some of my friends. Get an own farm, and having a lot of ducks.
That has to be my biggest dream, if I have to choose one of my dreams.

Day 13 - A picture someone else took of you

A picture someone else took of you

Sorry for not updating, but I promise, I'll update every day I missed now! ♥

So.. here's a picture my friend Michi took of me.

Day 12 - A picture of how your room looks like now

Sorry for not updating, but I promise, I'll update every day I missed now! ♥

So, this is how my room looks like now!

Day 11 - A picture of one you miss

A picture of one you miss

My turtle, Donatello/Mr.Kevin, I used to have. I really miss him, even if he was a simple turtle.

But, he could always make my day, with just walking towards me, and stay near me all the time. He never did anything than just being near me, letting me pet his head. He never bit me, like he used to do to the others. He always watched TV with me, whenever I watched something I liked. But.. unfortunately my mother couldn't stand him, and gave him away to someone else.

To be honest, I was really sad that day. Because I loved him as a pet, and I had and still have the dream of owing a turtle as a pet.

Day 10 - How does your future looks like?

How does your future looks like?

To be honest.. my future does not look so bright.

I'm really, and I mean REALLY lazy at school right now.

I'm getting a bit frustrated, 'cause of the things I have to do this month.

So, I have kind of given up on school, which also makes me think how I will do when I get a real job.

Speaking of a job, I haven't got a summer job yet. I got turned down by one of the works I searched for, but I'm still waiting for the other two.

But they don't seem to want to answer, and I really do need the money from it.

Mostly because I can stop thinking about not having to afford things.

But because I really want to travel, and get away from this country, and all the stress.

So yeah, at the moment my future does not look good.

Day 9 - In your bag there's...?

In your bag there's...?

In my bag there's always...

My iPhone (with earphones)

My keys

My wallet

Lip balm/Lip gloss

The picture I showed, aren't mine..

Day 8 - A picture of your wardrobe

Well, here's a picture of my wardrobe then! :3

It's really messy... XD

Sick, and mixed feelings

Well, I'm still sick. I have this horrible coughs that won't go away. So I find it hard to focus on things sometimes.

Anyway, yesterday I was with Michi and Miu (Sarah), we went to Miu's place and ate BBQ, watched Watchmen, jumped on their trampoline, took a walk and made some chocolate balls (? xD). We had a really fun time, and planned a bit for what to do in summer.
And I decided to wear my new blue eye contacts, just to see if they were comfortable, which they were.

Here's a picture of Miu, me and Michi! (and when I'm wearing my blue eye contacts) :3

Anyway, I'm feeling glad because I got to spend some time with them. And that I'm going to watch Dark Shadows tomorrow with some friends too.

But at the same time, I feel a bit angst. I can't help but to feel.. lonely. Not in the way when you feel you have no one there. Because I know I have friends caring about me and so. But I feel lonely in the way when you have a relationship with no one. And to then realize you have feelings towards a person you know you won't have a chance with makes it all worse. Well, that person made me feel good, and is nice and so. But I know there's no chance at all to go for it. Because there's the problem with the distance between us, living in 2 completely different countries. To then feel like you're also too ugly enough for that person, since that person is really beautiful. I feel like I just want to scream and then break down completely, for not being good enough. Not to mention that we haven't met at all in real life.
I have been okay with being single, and to want to stay like this. But, this person really made me feel good, even if I think that sometimes it's just because we joke around a bit.

It's hard to think straight when you just realize this, so.. yeah, I'm not feeling good at the moment.

And I should probably stop, because I don't want people to listen to my problems so much.

Sorry! ♥

Day 7 - Who is the funniest person you know?

Who is the funniest person you know?

Funniest person I know. It's really hard to say, because I think every friend of mine are funny. So I don't think I can really choose one of them, since they're all funny in different ways.

So I will stick with saying that all my friends are the funniest persons I know. :3

Day 6 - The blogs you're reading

The blogs you're reading

Well, I don't really read others blogs that much :/ (and I don't count Tumblr as a blog)


But, I do read some others blogs sometimes, when I'm bored or so, but they're only Swedish.


And those 2 are:


Addie Hero's blogg
Takanori's blogg


... and that's pretty much everything..

Day 5 - One picture of yourself from 1 year ago

One picture of yourself from 1 year ago

Well, I didn't feel that good yesterday, and was on my way to get sick again.
So I skipped doing day 5, but I'll do it today! :3

Here's a picture of me from 1 year ago!

Day 4 - One person you look up to

One person you look up to

Matsumoto Takanori aka Ruki (the singer of the GazettE).

Well, what do I need to say? He's an awesome entertainer, vocalist, song-writer, designer and composer. He knows what he's doing, and is really a hard worker, you can even say a workaholic. Besides that, he does really have a good sense of music and fashion, hence to his addiction to have expensive brands on his accessories and clothes. Pure hearted, knows how to deal with people sometimes. Besides his work-talking on Twitter and so, he can also be really dorky and funny there. Jokes around sometimes, which make you think that he's not only busy with work and so. There are more I just want to say about this awesome man. But I don't really want to be too deep into my writing about him.

Day 3 - Your friends

Your friends

So, today I'm going to write a little about my beloved friends. At least those I spend most of my time with!

First up, Ellie! (I don't have a picture of her, she doesn't like to get photographed)

One of my best friend. We have known about each others for about over 7 years now.

We first met at junior high school, thanks to another friend (who knew her, and was my classmate at that time). We can be really dorky at some times, and are really random together.

I don't even think we have secrets from each others, since we can talk about everything. :3

Next is, Sarah!

We got to know each others through Ellie. They were classmates when we all started high school, 3 years ago (I was in a different school though). And since both Sarah and I have an interest in Japan, Ellie thought that we should have met. It didn't took so long for us to get good friends. Anyway, with Sarah it's like being with Ellie. We can be really dorky, and really random when we are. :3

Next friend is, Michi!

It first started with me finding a picture of the singer Riku (ex. Phantasmagoria, Chariots) on a Swedish site. I immediately pressed on the picture and wrote that there was another j-rocker in our town (xD). We started to write a lot through that site, and eventually met at our town's library to hang out a bit. But, we kind of almost lost our connection for quite a while, until we started high school. Then we started to hang out a lot. Well, with Michi.. there are a lot of things that can describe us, we are really random when we are. And we can talk about everything, and I mean everything, when we are. I guess that during the time we've spent and got quickly really good friends, we really gain each others trust. :3

And next friend is, Linda!

Linda, my un-official wife (xD).  We first met in the middle of the first semester in the high school we're in (soon 2 years ago). Well, we didn't really talk that much in the beginning, even if I was talking a lot with the girls in our class in general. But, when I saw that her background picture of Sebastian Michaelis (Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler), I immediately mentioned that. And after that we started to talk more and more with each other. Now, we always hang out with the whole class at school, and sometimes after school. You can sort of say that I spend most of my times with Linda, since we hang out both during school and outside the school. We can really talk with each others, about really random stuff, sometimes perverted stuff too. :3

Next up is, Maya!

We first met at junior high school too. But not through other friends or so. We actually met through our German class. She always used to sit by herself at a table, and another friend and I felt that she looked so lonely. So we always sat at the same table as her. It didn't took that much time, to get to know more about Maya. And we got friends really fast. I can talk about everything with Maya too, and she is a person you really can gain trust with. We are really random and perverted, when we are, and always have fun and laugh. :3

Last is, Guren! (Not sure if I can use a picture of her)
She's actually an internet friend of mine. (xD) We met thanks to my the GazettE-forum for Swede's. And we got friends thanks to a roleplay she started. I don't think there's a day, when we don't chat with each others or so. (Maybe sometimes, when she has to focus more on her studies) We are really random when we chat and so, and I really mean random. I actually gain trust with her, and actually don't think I have any secrets from her. Anyway, we will actually meet next month, since we are (and the others except for Ellie) going to an event called UppCon '12. She will live with me, Linda and Maya at my sister's apartment. I'm really excited for that! :3

Day 2 - The city you live in

The city you live in

The city (or more like a town) I live in is called Nyköping, it's a small town in Sweden. Lays around 1 hour (100 km?) south from the capital Stockholm. Nothing much happens here, the town is really small. We only have one harbour that's really fun to go to at summer times. The city only has hair saloons and cafés everywhere. We also have a lot of ducks here, and some are friendly sometimes. (xD) 

Nyköping has some interesting history behind it, for example, kings used to live in this city. We still have the castle they used to live in, even if it has been burned down sometimes and got re-build.


Anyway, that's kind of everything I can say about the city I live in.

Day 1 - Tell about yourself

Tell about yourself

Well, my name is Nancy, some people (internet-friends and parents) call me Nashi. I'm 18 years old, soon to be 19 in a few weeks (30th May). I live in Sweden, in a town called Nyköping.
My parents are from El Salvador, but I was born and raised in Sweden. (My parents escaped, because my dad was in the guerilla-group and fought in the war).
Anyway, I have 3 older sisters, everyone of them have moved out to different towns.

I love to listen to the GazettE (and some j-rock bands too), and have a small interest in Japan.
Usually I do nothing but to be on internet, and roleplay and stuff like that.
But I try to do some other things too, like doing shirt-prints and take photo's, which kind of is my hobby now.
One thing people always relate to me, is my fandom of Ruki (singer in the GazettE). I can't get enough of that man. :3

I am really shy, in real life, even if I don't sound like I am one online. But I really am. I can be really mean or bitchy sometimes too and it's mostly because of the misery I've been through these 5 years. Because I started to defend myself more and more, since I couldn't take the pain I felt any more.

Well, that's kind of all I had to say, if you want to know more, just ask! :3

30 day list!

To keep my blog on going, I'll be answering these questions for 30 days! :3

1. Tell about yourself

2. The city you live in

3. Your friends

4. One person you look up to

5. One picture of yourself from 1 year ago

6. The blogs you're reading

7. Who is the funniest person you know?

8. A picture of your wardrobe

9. In your bag there's...?

10. How does your future looks like?

11. A picture of one you miss

12. A picture of how your room looks like now

13. A picture someone else took of you

14. Your biggest dream

15. A person/celebrity you wish you would meet

16. This is what I do on weekends

17. Here is what I want to go before I die

18. I shop here the most

19. A friend who lives far away

20. A picture of the latest thing you bought

21. Favourite place

22. A tv-show you love

23. Your favourite nail-polish

24. A picture of your computer

25. This is what I am addicted too

26. Something you want right now

27. Your future wedding

28. A picture of the make up you use to wear

29. This is what I ate to breakfast

30. Five good things that have happened during these 30 days

Starting from tomorrow!

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Work

Working and testing a bit...

Super Moon

Yesterday, or early this night I went out of my balcony to take photo's of the Super Moon.

I went out around 0:30 a.m. and got 2 really great pictures of it.
However I like 1 more of them. Here they're are!

I like this one more! :3

I used my Canon 400D camera, and had my 70-300 m.m lens!

Threading

Hello!! :3

I decided to test this thing about threading your eyebrows.
'Cause some says that it's simple and pain-free. So I looked up for a video on youtube, and took notes on how to do.

It is very simple, and it's almost pain-free. Well, if you get stuck with the thread it can hurt, but not that much. And I have to say that it is quicker than plucking your eyebrow with tweezers.

I even took a before and after picture of my eyebrows. And I drew red on the spots where you can see the hair that I removed. I'm very satisfied with the result!

Tumblr

Well, I made a Tumblr account.

Here it is: http://nashi-moto.tumblr.com

I have no idea how to use it D:

Chillin'

I have done nothing but chillin' today.

I got home around 1-2 pm. And decided to watch Ghost Adventures.
And I took a piece of cake too, since we had some.

I even fell asleep, while watching Ghost Adventures.

Anyway, now I am waiting to watch America's Next Top Model on TV.

I am wearing no make-up! D: x3

Valborg

Today (or yesterday, cause it's past twelve) it was the King's of Sweden's birthday. And it's the last day of April...
That day is called Valborgsmästarafton, when many people kind of celebrate that spring is here.

I choose to spend this day with Michi. We've had so much fun! :3
First we took a quite long walk around in the village she lives in.
Then when we got home, we decided to BBQ some hamburgers.
But the grill didn't like us..
So Michi's mom decided to fry the hamburgers instead.

 During the time we waited for the grill, before her mom decided to fry them.
We kind of sat down in the grass, and talked and so, even played a bit with her dogs and her cat.

After we ate the lunch/dinner, we stayed in and played some video games and watched some shows and movies. And walked out with her dogs, and then walked in again..

Now.. we're just chillin' in bed, and so..

But in general we had fun today! :3

Avengers

I kind of always forgot to write about when we watched Avengers in the theatre.

The movie was.. AWESOME and EPIC!
It's the best movie so far, in these years that have passed!
At first I was a bit confused, cause they didn't really show any trailers before the movie was shown.
Anyway, the movie was both fun and have some awesome scenes and action.
People were clapping their hands sometimes during the movie, cause some scenes were just too good.

I think everyone who I went with loved the movie.

After the movie, we all went into town. Some of my friends had to wait until their bus was coming.
But, it was fun, we were playing a bit with each others (don't take this wrong) and talking a lot and so.
We kind of did that for an hour or even more. But it was really fun.